Look and Listen

Biography

Troublesome times often occurred in my lifetime and in the lives of those around me. i always thought of myself as the calm during the storm. i always ran from my problems which just led to more trouble. abused, tattered, and beaten i swore that i would not make it out alive. having many close calls. i was taken from my parents and they soon thereafter devoiced and i was placed into the care of my mother. I was uneasy at first but soon realized that there was nothing that she could of done about the things that were done to me because it would cause harm to her. understanding that she made me see a therapist at the age of 12 and from there on i always wrote the events that angered me and the events that made me sad and soon they were lifted off my shoulder. as a closing session with my therapist she simply acquired the notebook from my mother and asked me to talk about it. when i did and she read what was in those pages she became struck with grief and with sadness and sorrow. she apologized and told me that she saw true potential in those pages and i haven't stopped writing ever sense then.

Inspiration

I was given the inspiration so called after the freedom from a hostel relationship with my parents. after all that had happened i began to channel my anger at myself for my actions. later on i finally came through and realized that i had nothing to do with it. I soon began to channel my thoughts in a notebook that i kept a secret. i wrote everyday, soon it became something i was absolutely obsessed with. my obsession became my dream. i dreamed of sharing my own story with the world and hope to find people to connect with and find out the secrets of this life that apparently no one wants to talk about or no one wants you to find. many people have there story so why not share mine.